Inggitera!

Hay, parang I wanna get married na.

I was checking on my friendster account when i found out that 5 of my batchmates got married already. Nakakainggit. Gusto ko na rin. They look so happy and the captions of their photos...talga nmang nakaka inlove.

PERO!!!!!

Am i ready? I don't think so.

What if my wish was granted, tapos when i wake up tomorrow, may asawa na ko?!
I just can't imagine. Ang tamad ko pa naman. Haha. And like what I was saying sa previous entry ko, childish ako. Kawawa naman ung mapapangasawa ko. Instead of me taking care of him, it will be the other way around.

I kind of enjoy imagining myself being a wife. With kids, gusto ko twins na girls. Tapos, i wont be working sa office, because i will be working from home for our business. Di ko palang alam kung anong business. Basta ganun.

Then i'll be taking care of the twins and my husband. I'll be cooking (pero sa totoo di ako marunong magluto), maintaining the house (our own house, ayoko makitira sa in-laws), laundry?! uhm...di ko yata kaya un. hehe, hire nlang ng labandera.

And i'll see to it that we go out as a family every sunday. After going to mass in the morning, aalis kami. Ayaw ko nung pupunta lang sa mall, gusto ko picnic, or lunch out sa tagaytay...mga ganun (naks! ang yaman! haha.) And also, shempre dapat meron din kaming day ng hubby ko para magdate. Para di nman sha puro work, and ako hindi puro nalng sa kids nakatutok.

Hay...all positive. Eh pano nman ung negative? Shempre di nman maiiwasan magkaproblema diba?! Like problema sa mother-in-law, pano kung pakelamera sha?! hehe (pero feeling ko mabait nman ung mga magiging biyenan ko..feeling lang) Tapos shempre budgeting money, Tapos what if magkaproblema ung business (kung ano man un)?! Tapos may magkasakit sa kambal...OH NO!!!!

LOL...ang funny ko.

Wala lang...naisip ko lang na ganun. Masarap lang mag imagine... Sana pag nagpakasal ako, i'll be happy. And it will turn out what I hope it will be..pwera lang ung sa negative part.

Di nman ako nagmamadali, nag-iimagine lang. Chaka nainggit lang ako sa mga batchmates kong nagpakasal na..kaya nasabi kong gusto ko na rin.

Sa mapapangasawa ko, wala ito. Don't worry, no pressure.

Sige, 'til next time! Ü

Au revoir,
Isay